Sunday, May 31, 2009

"Joe Turner's Come and Gone" by August Wilson, Directed by Bartlett Sher


Watching Joe Turner the second time around was just as emotional and powerful and breathtaking as the first. How could this play's Broadway run NOT get extended. I hope the visit by the Obamas last night would help in that cause. The ensemble of actors are all Tony-worthy and I'm sad that more didn't get nominated.

August Wilson is a master and his place in the canon that includes Shakespeare, must be. The poetry and musicality of his language is so beautiful and just gets you at that visceral level in the way that, well I guess, great music and poetry does. That musicality informs the differences between each character and what each represents, creating a rich and colorful tapestry. And Wilson even addresses this musicality in plot... in that it is a story about people finding their song. It's a world of wandering souls trying to find someone, something... oneself. On a quest. But more than as a thematic device, it is rooted in history, of the Great Migration and all the pained history that it entails. This work can serve as a historical document and further demonstrates how the history of slavery in this country and the aftermath, should and can never be forgotten.

This story of folks looking for each other reminds me of my mom's childhood war stories, and other stories of war and holocaust worldwide. The images. The kinds of repetitive questions asked and the answers to those specific questions that come to define one's life. The wandering. The search. A kind of spell. And when people find each other, what is talked about... the details of how it came to be that they missed each other on that fateful day, always said in a manner of disbelief. Dreamlike.

As a component of history, Wilson tugs at the underbelly of the human condition, the story of power by the disempowerment of another, the story of Joe Turner, someone who was physically strong and didn't "need" the labor, but kidnapped black men and held them captive for years, and you can imagine him chipping away to break them down, all just because he could. What is it that feeds this desire? By stealing someone else's song, someone else's soul, on a lustful mission to gain power for its own sake... an empty pursuit of god-hood, an expression of pure evil.

Bynam Walker played by Roger Robinson, is just a delight. His craft is seamless that you can't imagine he is not in real life, what you see on stage... a quirky old medicine man. He has some of the most wise and lyrical lines in the play. Harold Loomis played by Chad L. Coleman, takes the tortured journey through the duration of this play through to liberation. The vulnerability, the anguish. And my homie Aunjanue Ellis who plays the cynical Molly Cunningham, who in a look, can eat up a lover and spit him out... but you can see, she is capable of loving more than anyone and would have the farthest to fall. There is a secret hope for a love that spans the globe, that'll transcend the banalities of daily life.

As if the play wasn't enough, the Obamas were in the house and what a magical night it was as a result. Imagine, getting to perform your art in front of this president. Just cutting through the Times Square crowd, getting to the theater block, getting inside the theater through airport security being wanded in, was an odyssey, and further fueled the anticipation of seeing the President. Typically indifferent New Yorkers were so geeked out by Obama's presence and Meryl Streep, who was seated a few rows ahead of the Obamas, was all but invisible when ordinarily she would be "the event" as a theater audience member. When Barack and Michelle walked into the theater, we were all on our feet, on chairs, cheering. It was unforgettable.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

"God of Carnage" by Yasmina Reza on Broadway


Fearless acting... impeccable timing... incredibly well-paced. A brutal and comedic play by Yasmina Reza whose character study is AWEsome. The set is a fighting ring, the color of blood red, dressed up as a "civilized" and upscale apartment in Cobble Hill, Brooklyn. The tension created by the fact that two of the characters could leave the room, but don't for 90 minutes, keeps you on the edge of your seat. They put on their coats, make for the door, then something said reels them back in. Coats come off. They sit. Listen. Speak. Tensions rise. They get up to leave. Coats goes on... etc. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat. And each time, it's completely motivated... these are all acting heavy-weights. Marcia Gay Harden moved from really good actor, to one of the greats. So fearless and SOOO creative! The choices! The embellishments! And all from a place of truth. (Sidebar: Janet McTeer was in the West End version!) And no one actor could shine truly without the weight of all the others. AWEsome.

Friday, May 29, 2009

James Longley's Documentary "Iraq in Fragments"


I know I'm a few years late on this, but it's must-see! This film is an incredible documentary and journey. Gritty realism. Poetic imagery. Poetic story-telling. No talking heads. No reportage. Only the voices of the subjects as we see their lives unfold and their turbulent environments in these unspeakable times. Follows the life of a Sunna, a Shia, and a Kurd, and glimpses into each one's personal and cultural-specific struggle. 3 small stories that resonate on a broader collective scale.

The film has such a strong and "neat" narrative (with an impressionistic collage of visual data), that it almost feels scripted. Reminds me of Mira Nair's "Salaam Bombay," where the line between fact and fiction is almost non-existent, except instead of "actors" conforming to the director's narrative film, here, the director conforms to the lives of his subjects. The director/cameraman/editor/composer/producer James Longley set off and spent over a year in Iraq with 2 Panasonic DVX's, a shotgun mike, and a G4 laptop. Click this link for a great production article. A one man band, embedded in the lives of his subjects, resulting in a film so personal, powerful and beautiful. This film gives me much inspiration in making a great film even when flying solo with minimal technology, which is what I'll be doing when I set off to shoot a documentary in Russia this summer. Solo not by choice, but because of resources... but it also helps in the camoulflage. "Iraq in Fragments" is a great example of the saying, "necessity is the mother of invention."

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Directed by Dougal Wilson: "What's a Girl to Do" by Bat for Lashes


Simple. Lovely.

"Terminator: Salvation"



What way to kick the summer off than with a summer blockbuster movie on Memorial day. "Terminator" and a popcorn-coke combo, I sat with excitement as the lights went down, watching each bang bang trailer, waiting for take-off. Opening credits...McG as director? I was shocked and disappointed. Even back in my music video days, I wasn't a big fan of his work. There was nothing behind his style and sensibility (surfer frat boy), just a look, and not one I liked, repeated through all his work ad nauseum. A one trick pony. Then he lands "Charlie's Angels" which felt so cartoony and off-brand. But I am happy to say, he did a phenomenal job with "Terminator."

It was meticulous in its detail without losing the story, which often gets sacrificed in fx-heavy flix. I had confidence in this one because of Christian Bale. I loved the introduction of new actors whose work I didn't know... where did they find Sam Worthington??!! I heard his Aussie accent peep in 2 scenes, and yes, he's one of those. It's like a secret base camp for Hollywood actors down-under. They just show up with all these tested skills and on-screen confidence. And despite her eye-candy status, very happy to see a (half) Korean woman, Moon Bloodgood, in an action flic with a relatively meaty role. Whoa, between John Cho in "Star Trek," and her, I think we've filled our quota for Asian-American actors in big films for the century!

I loved the simplicity of the story and symbolism, and how they filled it with all the tools of the trade (sfx was awesome) to aggrandize its scope. The action scenes were operas of machine, metal, dust and fire, physical manifestations of the conflict that raged within the main characters, or tests of those characters to reveal their true natures. I loved the intertwined dual character stories of John Connor (JC) on a mission to save humanity (he is a voice on the radio speaking to humans isolated and living in fear, to keep faith) and Marcus Wright (possibly ref. Marcus Aurelius?) who is given a big fat sci-fi second chance to make good of his immoral past life, the hell which was his first life. He died and is reborn.

Man versus machine. Man is complex, has a drive to love, has a drive for good, has purpose. The heart is the human side. Machine is our inhuman side, the side that acts without conscience... it is absolute death itself, thriving on annihilation, and appropriately, is built as an unyielding skeleton. These machines, the dark side, have a life of their own. We have no control over them. They seem overwhelming in their power. They are the cause of the apocalypse. We are no match for them. The sides seem so unevenly matched (thanks to sfx). But because of the divinity of compassion, empathy, love, everything we associate with having heart, humanity will always win against the machines/dark side.

"If we lose what makes us human, then what's the point of preserving it?" JC barks at the military commander, who wants to act on his ripe and fortuitous chance to destroy Machine headquarters, despite all the human civilians kept imprisoned there. It criticizes war when it is total annihilation, when soldiers/nations, lose sight of its purpose or greater mission... that chaos and thrust for destruction to "win" at any cost, ultimately is self-destructive. (Click for link to an in-depth and amazing article by Noam Chomsky here). The enemy has already defeated you. Think back to the immorality of Nixon & co. flatlining mass areas with no regard for civilians in Southeast Asia during the Vietnam War (in any case, in an already immoral war); Bush & co.'s campaign in Iraq and Afghanistan (also an immoral war); soldiers acting out: Japanese colonialism in South Korea and Southeast Asia, Guantanamo, Abu Ghraib...

On a lighter side, the Ducati's (see below) in this film and their movements were amazing! Made me wanna run out and get one.

"Astral Traveling" by Pharoah Saunders




Thank goodness for my Sagittarianess for quick boredom... I got so bored about worrying about ailments I've had this year which sends me to the doctor, that the boredom has created a new path of seeing. How exciting!

Hypochondria matched with a year of loved ones passing, and my favorite aunt whom I heard yesterday, was diagnosed with a malignant tumor, plus a panicked sense of Time (seeing age in my parents), sent me down a nervous path where a fear of death ruled. I thought it through and through, I meditated, did different things to let go...it all helped... I knew better than to worry, but still, I worried. And ow! Does that worry hurt! It aches in the stomach. It tugs at my breath, squeezing my chest. It takes away restful sleep and loose shoulders. This worry exacerbates the original ailment I'm worrying about. This worry has me questioning faith. Thank goodness for my daily yogic and creative adventuring... they bring me back to center, and give me flight. But this worry bubbles in my subconscious, a volcano erupting in the depths of the ocean.

This evening, recounting such joy and wonderment of all the amazing things I learned today, through participation, observation, conversation... connected to growth and discoveries of the last few years... it dawned on me, and it stuck... why can't death also be an extension of my personality? Why can't I endow it with all the attributes of how specifically, I see and experience life on a daily basis! An endless journey of learning, curiosity, adventure, play, a dance, a song, a kaleidoscope of colors and smells, so many amazing things that keep expanding... can I apply it to death as well?

I am of the belief that in life, our filter, the outlook we choose to take on life, is what we see. The seer is what is seen. "God is what we make it," as the saying goes. And thus, who's to say we can't choose that as how we make our final journey through this body and beyond? So I have decided tonight, that I will now literally define death as an adventure, with all the joy that an adventure holds! The passion, joy and fascination I have for learning and experiencing this world, is also what death's journey is. Let's give it up for astral traveling! Close your eyes and listen to Pharoah. Let the pied piper take you on this sonic journey. Click here if music box doesn't show up above.

"Terminator: Salvation"

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Directed by Encyclopedia Pictura: Björk's "Wanderlust"


Wanderluster is I... This music video by the duo collectively known as Encyclopedia Pictura is absolutely my heart. It takes me back to a month-long walk I took by myself around Annapurna, and time spent in and around the Himalayas, in Nepal and Tibet. The mountains, the god images/meanings, the wild yak's place in this environment, what all these experiences connect in your heart and mind... and this song just captures how big those mountains feel, the mountains' reminder of how expansive life is. I love the journey, the story of this music video. I love how lo-tech it feels by the puppetry/costume, and the hi-tech post-pro animation and color saturation. For example... the river as animated clay strands (I believe)... and how they animate! Check out the "Wanderlust" video in hi-res and in 3D, and without this weird cropping blogspot does.

And just a general note, Björk is just, simply put, amazing. Infusing an organic sensibility and a soul's openness through electronica and of course her unrestrained voice. There is no separation between all these realms. Her "Medúlla" album, which is entirely made up of human vocals done acapella, is a testament to this and a true wonder. The range of sounds and rhythms that the voice is capable of accessing is breathtaking. It makes the argument that electronica is not machine "noise," but is a range of sonic vibrations, frequencies that come from the depths of our being. It's a realm that we exist in and machines are just an extension of that. I mean, yeah duh, we know that, we created the machines, but to prove that experientially is a whole other story.

Directed by Chris Milk: Gnarl's Barkley's "Who's Gonna Save My Soul"

Gnarls Barkley - Who's Gonna Save My Soul from Chris Milk on Vimeo.


Awwwesome short form film as music video... so conceptually poignant and powerful and HILARIOUS!!!!... is Gnarls Barkley, "Who's Gonna Save My Soul," directed by Chris Milk... also one of my favorite songs on GB's last album. This film gets right to the heart of the matter, yes, pun intended. Be forewarned, the images are very powerful -- know they'll forever change your experience of the song! Love directors who can do that with a song that's already intense in its own right. And love bands that dare to go there! GB--these guys are so good with their whole audio/visual package.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

B-Hive Collective "Voter Registration Drive" October 2008

B-Hive Collective "Voter Registration Drive" October 2008 from Karen B. Song on Vimeo.


Footage I shot/edited of the B-Hive Collective's Voter Registration Drive held at Club Deity on Atlantic Avenue, Brooklyn, in October 2008. The B-Hive is a collective of Brooklyn-based Independent artists/activists of various disciplines. It was a very special gathering that night with some great performances.
In order of appearance:
Pyeng Thredgill
Shae Fiol
Ainsely Burrows
Todd Woodward AKA "Woody"
Kevin Powell
Sparlha Swa
Drew Nix and the Elephant Army

Monday, May 18, 2009

Guruji Pattabhi Jois


Today Guruji Pattabhi Jois passed away at the age of 94. I sit here in remembrance of the time, all too short, I was able to study Ashtanga Yoga with him in Mysore, India, in 2002. Always wanted to go back for an extended period of time, but "life just happened." I thought I would finally get to go back this year, but it was time for Guruji to go. He has generously and compassionately touched the lives of thousands of people and lives on through his students who continue his tradition. I want to dedicate today to all the great teachers I have been blessed to have had, overseas, in New York, those who wear the guru hat, as well as people and animals in my life who I've learn so much from, who enable me to experience this life more fully and more beautifully than I would without them. Namaskar to all my Guruji's.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

"Mommie Dearest" & 24 Hour Play


I was involved in a great event last night, "24 Hour Playfun." Groups of director/writer/actors were randomly selected and given 24 hours to write, rehearse and perform a play. It went up last night to benefit DCTV/Pro-TV and Dramatic Adventure's ACTion Ecuador project. The event reminded me of all the great talent that embodies this city. Just breathing, living, creating. AWE-some. A lot of the work and talents were absolutely brilliant. I had an all-female posse. I worked with Brooke Volkert who wrote a horror piece, B-movie, murder/revenge story... of course which was about a lesbian love story so great, that one would kill for the other... oh and it's set on the Jersey shore. Hilarious. I received it at 8am yesterday, like a gift on Christmas morning when I was a kid, not knowing what to expect, and got straight to work. John Waters, "Friday the 13th" series, film noir and pulp fiction genres, David Lynch, Parker Posey in "House of Yes," Joan Crawford in "Mildred Pierce,"and of course, as portrayed in "Mommie Dearest," all swam in my head. How to create the environment of this on an empty stage with no tech? Well, we start and end with Patsy Cline on the speakers of course..."I Love You So Much It Hurts"... then have those insistent film noir ocean waves crashing through the entire play. Shut off all the lights so the play happens in the dark, put flashlights in everyone's hand, make it about the human sound of fear and what you can't see, let the writer's unadulterated language bring the funny, and have the scared/tortured girl scream high shrills... a cheap gimick to scare the audience in the dark. End with the dead girl's animated arm flashing a flashlight to silhoette the final kiss, creating the classic 50's vignette ending, I think my memory refers to "I Love Lucy"? The only thing we could've used was rehearsing with the flashlights as the performance was the first time the actors used them in the dark. They had so much to juggle. And to make sure the flashlights are more directed, the quality of the light source, as well as how it is used for dramatic effect by the actors. Not all of it worked, but overall I was very happy and learned so much from the experience. I love this kind of instinctual improv work. The 24 hours was all about PLAY! What fun. Three rules of the game...1. Play starts with "It was an accident" 2. Has the line "I've always wanted to go to Australia 3. Use 1 of 3 props (mirror, metal box, sheriff badge)
An excerpt from the play...
Tricia: Oh, you want to go to Australia? Maybe I want to go places too.
Sally: What are you talking about?
Tricia: But I can’t, can I? No. I have to stay and take care of my brother.
Sally: Billy…
Tricia: My paralyzed brother.
Regan: And whose fault is that?
Sally: It was an accident.
Tricia: Everything’s an accident with you.
Sally: I didn’t mean to.
Tricia: You should have been paying attention!
Sally: I was only three!
Regan: Some people never change.
Tricia: You must have seen him crawling in the grass in front of your tricycle.
Sally: I didn’t. Not until it was too late. And by then I couldn’t stop. There was this sickening thud.
Tricia: You snapped his spine.
Regan: He never learned how to walk. And it’s your fault.
Sally: No
Regan: Now it’s payback time.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

A Dare & "Enfant Géopolitique" by Salvador Dalí

"It is not necessary for the public to know whether I am joking or whether I am serious, just as it is not necessary for me to know it myself." Salvador Dalí, 1968

Happy Birthday (a day late) Salvador! Wanted to share one of my favorite paintings, "Enfant Géopolitique" which either lives in St. Petersburg, with the gorgeous collection at the Dalí Museum, or was a part of his dizzyingly divine and ridiculously massive retrospective a few years back that I was lucky enough to have caught in Venice, of all places! Also it may be out of print, but if you can get your hands on Dalí's "Diary of a Genius," it's a must read. He has such a delicious voice. Hilarious, thorough, spiritual, theatrical... the diary is a lovesong to Gala, his wife, and an ode to poop. He's just amazing.

So... here's the dare. In the spirit of play (as in sandbox), I dare you to write a play (as in drama) with me, a conversation piece or a long joke, based on/inspired by the painting above. Or like Mad Libs. No rules. Or we'll make them up as we go along if even need be. Then we can try and structure a narrative later, or not. In any case, going for a collaborative group effort here. You can create your own character, or write in the voice of another character someone else introduced. You can add just a stage direction. A song. A sound effect. Character actions. As many items as you'd like to contribute in one shot. I'll start it off...

At rise: The dark sky illuminates dramatically as the sun burns through the passing storm clouds. We hear remnants of distant thunder getting farther and farther away. A mysterious figure dressed in red crosses the stage in a rush. A large elongated drop of blood falls in slow motion from the sky, lands on the desert floor. The blood puddle gets larger and larger. Enter Rishi, downstage. The figure in red passes through again in the distance.

Rishi: "Father! Where are you going? I'm hungry." Figure in red disappears. Rishi stops before the puddle and examines it.

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Schiller's "Mary Stuart": A Universe of Inner Conflict


While writing this morning, my father interrupts to tell me, with bright-eyed boyish enthusiasm, that the worst of the economic crisis is behind us! Ok, I respond reluctantly, how are you so sure? And with all manner of authority, he says that a "stress test" was done, and all indicators point in the direction of economic growth. Hiding my smile, I ask one of the most cynical and skeptical (and yet optimistic) persons I know (yes, my father is a Sagittarian)… um, "stress test?"…. Yes! Stress test!…. the term, a shield of security, inspiring confidence, hope and happiness in him. I ask, who and what dictates this “stress test?” He doesn’t answer, but repeats that the “stress test” results show great promise that everything is changing, at which point, he rushes back to the incantatory television set. We both knew that my dissection of the term was irrelevant. What I was calling into question was the absurdity of the system of thought that the “stress test” and his hope, was built upon. This newly coined "official" term, splashed across the financial world's latest news, gaining momentum, gaining a collective agreement, blowing winds to generate mass happiness and mass action!

Despite the plethora of economic "scientists" in the field who factor an interpretation of human psychology, nowhere does human aspiration, begin as whim, emotion, speculation, and transform itself with such determination, into something "concrete," as it does on Wall Street. Confidence is inspired and people act. Value is created, prices rise, capital moves, ground movements happen, people are hired/fired, and societies restructured. All based on a collective hope and self-generated momentum. A self-fulfilled prophecy. One can argue the parallels in political decision-making through the drama of last night's performance of "Mary Stuart" on Broadway.

In Mary Stuart's world that is literally painted black and white through the play’s art direction, absolutely nothing is black and white. We are presented with drama rife with human inner conflict, murky and grey: two Hamlets rolled into one play: Queen Elizabeth and Queen Mary. Every character onstage is struggling to lock in a clear-cut black-and-white sense of order and thus, a sense of security. But of course security is an illusion, especially when power of this scale is at stake. Nothing comes for free. There is no peace on either side. It's not even a battle of choosing the lesser evil. It's an even-handed game—either choice carrying equally dire consequences.

Queen Elizabeth is faced with the dilemma, to behead her cousin and commit regicide, or not to behead her cousin. On the one hand, she holds an insistent fear of losing power and her life. On the other, an eternal sin on her conscience. She's kept Mary in prison for 19 years at the onset of the play. Although forces challenge her in both directions, she is at an impasse; this standstill tempered by reason and a vision of her future. What ultimately tips the scale, and seals her fate, is a matter of impulse, speculation, and a momentary passion.

The whisper of “public opinion” to behead Mary is presented as gaining momentum, and is fed to her with urgency by her advisers who fear their own positions of power. When an assassination attempt is made on her life, it provides fodder to justify her "God-given" right to action: it is divine intervention that saved her and is proof of her rightful claim to the throne. Then in a manner of fateful timing, she also discovers the betrayal of someone who claimed to have loved her. She believes her “womanly” emotions betrayed her, and in an effort to gain safety again, and in an effort to be like her father, to be “manly,” she “hardens” and issues the order to behead. But this “hardening” is misguided since it also is of the realm of the emotions… namely fear.

The fateful timing of all these events initiates her move. The standstill of action to behead or not to behead, shifts when the catalyst of emotion… passion, anger, pride and fear…. takes speed. But even then, when it's time to cross the line, she can't give the concrete order: it comes off as subtle as an exhale, but that which carries with it the momentum of the butterfly that flaps its wings and generates a tornado on the other side of the planet. The breath carries with it the great hope of her absolute power.

When all is said and done, this fate seems to have been there all her life. It was just the ticking time bomb of her conscience (and the world she was born into), just waiting to go off and release itself into the material world. Despite years of restraint, she rides a non-stop train of a self-fulfilled prophecy that had but one track to travel on. She was destined to act and manifest in the material world, the stuff of her inner conflict and her greatest desire.

This is merely one aspect of the play. The hell and slavery of lusty guilt, power, and pride; the eternal struggle for humility, security, and peace of mind; the persistence of conscience, karma, and an inherited fate, are all among the investigations of this play. Right now, I do not have succinct words to describe Mary’s unfolding range of inner turmoil, more intense because of her lack of access to her power. I am still chewing that food. But I will say, the journey through her turmoil, was one of the most amazing experiences I've ever witnessed on stage. The magnitude of the guilt and pride she has to wrestle with, in having her husband killed early in life, and in losing the highest ranking of her times, matched with the fact that the position of power is tied to the idea of being chosen by God, is epic. Because of Janet McTeer's monumental performance as Mary, we see the evenness of rank and power between this imprisoned woman and the queen, and her soul's bloody wrestle with her karma.

Deftly performed by an ensemble of master actors led by Harriet Walter (Elizabeth) and my heroine McTeer (Mary), who changed my life as Nora in Ibsen’s “The Doll House” over a decade ago, for which she won the Tony Award, and she will win one again for this role, hands down; impeccably and judiciously directed by Phyllida Lloyd; scene and costume crafted with Anthony Ward's poignant hand; all these elements feed the fire of this powerhouse of a play. Witnessing these storytellers, these shamans, was something so awesome, it had me gasping for air and teary-eyed, left me trembling and breathless. The actors took me on a journey where I was able to live several lives through these characters and experience all the history they embodied. The experience so great that I had to sit and let all my bodily and psychic functions adjust as I re-entered the Broadhurt Theater, New York City, 2009, as the theater emptied out. Coincidentally, it was a full moon and I discovered today, that it was also McTeer's birthday! Aaah, the magic of it all.

The stage design was minimalist. The colors, monochromatic. It was designed by Ward who did last year's "Macbeth" with Patrick Stewart, but without the industrial quality of that production. When the actors moved through this space, there was this feeling of a seismic shift. The juxtaposition of actors in space, were such powerful events and created landscapes of meaning. There was nothing to distract from the inner conflict of each character and the movement of the story. And when color was introduced, and it only happened twice, it made me jump. It was epic.

Contemporary suits were chosen for the men and I believe it’s a strong choice. It avoids the distraction of period costumes, of our judgment of masculine shapes that hold different standards then and now, and bridges these male soldiers into the context of our century of conformist political and corporate power. At one point in the play, I imagined George W. Bush being advised by all these people who create this sense of urgency and fear. They ultimately sell this fear to the public, but it starts with collectively planting that seed of their own fears in the leader first.

The play’s fictionalized account of history is the story of Queen Mary and Queen Elizabeth wrapped in a cosmic dance with each other, as they are catalysts for each other’s immortal wrestle with her own conscience.

Friday, May 08, 2009

The Jesters and Gene Wilder


Today I've been thinking about the dieties and spirits of the crossroads: the trickster gods, jesters, gatekeepers, Ganesha, Elegua, among them...they open doors, clear and pave new paths. I also found myself going back to something that makes me, my gut and brain laugh (my favorite pastime), time and time again...Mel Brooks' classic, "Young Frankenstein." Funny enough, what a coincidence, and not...Gene Wilder, is a gemini, the jester zodiac sign!

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Sound, music, breath



For the entire first half of the day (I think I fed the hour parking meter 4 times!) I had the luxury of having a lengthy and awesomely invigorating conversation about all kinds of environmental issues, storytelling and digital era ways of mobilizing communities to action, with an old friend. Jennifer Galvin is a documentarian and educator, to say the least, with PhD's in marine biology and public health. Her film "Free Swim" addresses in a beautifully unique way, how the "disconnection with one’s natural environment underscores many of today’s global health challenges."
Mainly we were connecting the dots between all the movements out there that address this symbiotic human-environment relationship. Sound pollution came up as one issue that affected both of our projects which I think is currently beyond society-at-large's collective realm of consciousness. And the ramifications are profound, at least potentially, what we don't know.

A recent landmark victory won by Russian environmentalists, with a coalition of Chinese and U.S. environmentalists, stopped the oil and gas exploration in Siberia to save an endagered specie of the Western Gray Whale, where the noise pollution generated from these projects could potentially wipe out them out. It's a major win, but it also can prove temporary. More on that story can be found on Russia Today. Environmental noise pollution in our waters grows as our machine, gas/oil and military activities increase. This poses a serious threat to so many species of underwater animals. And the fact that we know more about outer space than we do about what's happening in our waters, provides no comfort. Water is our crucial ally to surival on this planet, which includes the maintenance of our oceans and the life in it.

So this investigation of noise pollution is just the tip of the iceberg. How will what is happening to animal species mimic our own well-being? What does this mean about our exposure to electro-magnetic fields through everyday objects and public spaces, and the introduction of new and more wireless devices? What are the ramifications of all these new kinds of vibrations to the planet?

I think about Sanskrit mantras where the sound of the word, is what the word means. So you say the mantra, and that is the vibration, the "thing" you are evoking in the universe. You say it 50 times, that's more of that vibration or "thing" you're creating. The ancients' acknowledged this realm of subtle vibrations. It's the realm of animals, insects and plants. But there's this drive that existed, which mirrors that capitalistic drive, of human civilization's drive and will to be with perhaps a new set of priorities? Or old priorities that gained momentum? And comes with serious tunnel vision, where we're out of touch. We're collectively disconnected from a conscious awareness of the sound/vibration realm, among other realms. We're just not listening. And that this drive of civilization spiraled upward, outward and forward motored by fear (and perhaps too much heartbreak?), creates this extreme imbalance. Like taking yin and yang out of it's womblike circle projected into linear space. (Sidenote: I love in the movie "Contact" starring Jodie Foster, how intergalaxy travel changes from a projectile rocket, to a womblike globe, and all the things it symbolized, including the shift of the idea of here/there separation to travelling within.)

Anyway I've been thinking a lot about sound and vibration these days. Discovering horses in the wild having the ability to hear 100 yards away the adrenalin-induced quickening heartbeat of their predator. How does our own heartbeat, a vibration generator, not affect the spaces we travel through, the people we come across? It is mainly as
an actor and yogi, that I have had the gift of the opportunity to investigate this in a very personal, non-intellectual, experiential way, in my study and work on voice/breath, and through accent studies (and being a linguaphile), the creation of sounds with all the amazing tools we are born with. The vibrations you feel are mind-numbing, in the best possible sense, and fascinating. More on that later. Anyway, today's entry is devoted to the exploration of sound, breath, and ultimately the music that comes with faith. In the meantime, a singalong to the video posted above...

Sailing heart-ships... through broken harbors... out on the waves in the night...
Still the searcher... must ride the dark horse... racing alone in his fright...
Tell me why, tell me why...
"Tell Me Why" by Neil Young

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

"Untitled" Watercolor on Paper by Koichi Enomoto


I don't know much about this Japanese artist, but his work grabbed me. There isn't much info about him or his work out there in the internet world, despite the fact he has had exhibitions at the Saatchi UK and Deitch N.Y.C. where I glimpsed his work a few years back. His motifs beckons my obsessions with worldwide pagan and shamanic cultures. This creature most immediately reminds me of the ritual costumes of our indigenous Hopi peoples. But, I see motifs that point to a more global sensibility, a first-world metropolis' information-fed stream of consciousness, an arousal of many different cultures moshed together disconnected from their sources. I don't know much about Shinto-ism but I wonder whether these images tinker with his own traditions. It reminds me of Korean and Nepali shamans, faces obscured by fringy things, the color and ornamentation of Mongolian shaman's costumes, the firewall in Nepali/Tibetan/Bhutanese Thanka paintings of wrathful gods. The eyes and living surface remind me of Alex Grey's transcendental work. I love the transmogrification of forms. The little girl throws me though. Something very sinister-feeling about her. Perhaps throwing the cutsie Japanese girl icon of Hello Kitty world-isms into a tail-spin. These girls seem to come up in several of his works. Click on the image for greater detail.

"Dragzilla" by Lola Rock'N'Rolla


Just yesterday I reconnected with Lola to shoot a job with me and I got to peep the trailer for her film for the first time. Thrasher horror b-movies are her thing. "Dragzilla"'s got a giant drag queen, drag king Murray Hill... short, midgets in pig/elf masks, and an army of Wonder Womans with lethal boobs. Didn't realize it til I saw it, but I think we all need a little daily dose of camp in our lives. Rock on Lola!

Monday, May 04, 2009

"The Blue Room" by Eugene Richards

There are artists whose work you come across that leave an indelible mark. Photographer Eugene Richards with his 2008 book, "The Blue Room," is one of them. It's like Robert Frank's "The Americans," except it's of abandoned houses. Every frame perfectly composed, a story unto itself. There's a poetry of objects, of color, of decay, a life once lived... time and weather. What's interesting also is that he seems to be known for his human subjects, using a style of stark human realism as a means of raising social awareness. But here is a collection devoid of human form. Just presence, ghosts, and in the case of a few animals, beautiful forms left behind in the form of freshly half-eaten carcasses in the snow, or an owl, stuck in it's last flight, pre-decay. Perhaps it's an attempt to grasp at the elemental essence underneath all the "noise" of his life's body of work, of disease, poverty, addiction, suffering... the houses replacing human form, remnants of a carcass without its life spirit. He captures the life energy of decay itself, its unstoppable march.

I imagine what Richards' cross-country meanderings must've been like. Moving through that country where time moves slooowly. Breathing through these spaces. Looking and capturing time itself.

"Happpy-Go-Lucky" by Mike Leigh

Ok, so here is my attempt at a blog. I've toyed with the idea of starting one. Got bored with the idea. Wasn't sure what I could blog about. But here I am and we'll see how long it'll last. It was Mike Leigh, one of my all-time director heros, who inspired this. On my way to L.A. finally got to watch Happy-Go-Lucky on Netflix DVD. If only they would show such an amazing film on the plane ("Yes Man" was playing, no thank you—although I do like the premise of it). All the actors, as in any Leigh film, were amazing. Sally Hawkins as Poppy, the heroine of this story and my new beacon saintess, won the Golden Globe and I'm outraged...how did she NOT get an Oscar nomination for this one? Anyway, I hope to see a lot more of her on the big screen. And the working class British language is just so colorful, poetic, musical, endearing. It's a world I love travelling to. What makes the story so powerful is Poppy's absolute faith in goodness. She's innocent in the deepest knowingest way. A Pure Faith. And through her, we are able to see the violence that tugs; the violence of the human condition, that rubs up against her, despite her rosy outlook on life. What an exploration.